Nick woke up the next morning and heard the shower going. He smiled
and got up and went in.
Briz?
Nick said.
Yeah,
Brizee said. He took his boxer briefs off and got into the shower with her.
Morning,
beautiful, Nick said.
Morning,
sexy man, Brizee said turning around. He pulled her close.
I
love you, baby, Nick said.
I
love you, too, more than anything in this world, Brizee said. He kissed her softly. He started kissing her neck. He lifted
her up and pushed her against the wall. They made love in the shower. Nick turned water off afterwards and they got out and dried each other off.
Brizee got dressed. Nick got dressed as he watched Brizee.
Baby,
you okay, Nick said.
Yeah,
Im fine, Brizee said.
You
seem to be a little out of it, Nick said.
Im
okay, Brizee said.
Three weeks later, Brizee found out she was pregnant. She went to the venue and went backstage and heard yelling. She
walked in and saw Nick and Brian yelling at each other. Brittany came over.
How
could you, Brittany said crying.
What,
whats going on, Brizee said.
You
and Brian kissed, thats what, Brittany said.
Oh
god, Brizee said.
Brian
just told Nick, I heard it all, Brittany said.
Britt,
I dont have any feelings for Brian, I never did, Brizee said.
I
know you wouldnt do anything to jeopardize your relationship with Nick, Brittany said.
Especially
now, Im pregnant, three weeks along, Brizee said. Brittany hugged her.
Its
Nicks, right, Brittany said quietly.
Of
course, hes the only guy Ive slept with, Brizee said. Brittany hugged her again. Nick
came over and grabbed Brizees hand and pulled her into his dressing room. He
closed the door. He looked at her.
Sit
down, Nick said. Brizee sat down on the couch and looked up at him.
You
and Brian kissed, you couldnt even tell me, Nick said.
Nick,
I didnt want to tell you, I wanted to forget about it, I didnt want to hurt you, Brizee said.
Maybe
if you told me after it happened, I would be less hurt, but finding out now, three weeks after it happened, thats worse! Nick
said.
Nick,
I love you! Brizee said crying.
I
need to know, did you sleep with him? Nick asked.
No,
I didnt, I couldnt do that to you, Brizee said crying.
Do
you want him? Nick asked.
No!
I want you! Brizee said crying.
If
you loved me, if you wanted me, you wouldnt have kissed him! Nick yelled.
I
didnt want it to happen! It happened, okay, I didnt want it to! I wasnt asking for it to happen, it just happened, okay, Nick,
please, understand what Im saying, I love you, you mean everything to me, you are my life, Nick, you were there for me when
no one else was! Brizee said crying.
I
cant, I just cant, he was my best friend, Brizee! Nick yelled.
I
know, and Im sorry, I wish I could go back and change everything, but I cant! Brizee said crying.
But
you cant, it happened, you cant change the past, you slept with him, didnt you, tell me! Nick yelled.
THE
ONLY GUY I HAVE SLEPT WITH IS YOU! Brizee yelled sobbing. Brittany and Brian
came in.
Briz,
calm down, Brian said.
Get
the fuck out! Nick yelled.
Nick,
shut up! Brittany said.
Nick,
man, I know you are mad, Briz and I did not sleep together, I wasnt going to take it that far, it was just a kiss, man, nothing
was going to come out of that, I love Brittany, Brizee loves you, come on, man, she forgave you for sleeping with Theresa,
you owe her, Brian said. Brittany went over to Brizee and wrapped an arm around Brizee and held her as she cried.
Something
else you should know, Nickolas, Brizees pregnant with your child, something you didnt let her tell you, you getting her upset
could get her stressed out and she could lose the baby, Brittany said.
Oh
shit, Nick said.
Come
on, man, dont let her go, shes the best thing that has happened to you, and you know it, we only kissed twice and it will
never happen again, I swear, she loves you and only you, I love Britt, come on, man, Brian said. Nick looked at Brizee. Brian and Brittany left the room. Nick sat down beside her.
Im
sorry, Nick said.
Me,
too, forgive me? Brizee asked.
Yes,
I do, I love you, Nick said.
I
love you, too, Brizee said. Nick put his hand on her stomach.
Our
baby, Nick said.
Yeah,
Brizee said smiling. He kissed her softly.
I
dont want to lose you, Nick said.
You wont, I promise, Brizee said. He kissed her again. He held her tight and didnt want to let her go.